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Holiday Love 6:11 a.m. - 2001-12-27

On this nyte after the whole christmas holiday, i realize that i recieved everything i wished for this holiday season... but once i had it all in my hands, i felt terribly guilty. Becuse i know in my heart that i deserved none of it. but i canmot these reject gifts, for they reflect the true love of others and that is what truly makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside, and the time that i was privialged to spend with those i truly love, and have the abilaty to feast with the ones i love and share laughter and happiness with them... that is my true JOY. thank god for all of them becuase i know without them it would have all been incompleted.. and that is why my holiday was splended.. not becuase of some christian holiday i find hard to fully celerate, but because of the memories i have this year.. i think my eyes have been opened. It does not matter what you, yours and the ones near to you celebrate... but its what you all celebrate together... and thats Love. And i honestly truly felt it this year, and it was most touching. I found out this year that it is not what i can afford to give my mother in matrial possesions, but what i can give to her in my time with her together, becuase to my mother the more time i want to spend with her the more i love her, i love her more then i could ever put into words, but i have found out that me really truly wanting to spend three hours of my time and wanting to watch the hottest movie of the year with Her... is much more important to her then any moterial possersion i could buy.. and it makes me feel good... damn good. we love each other, and you know what? i love loving her. she is my most special gift ever.. so all and all this might have been the most wonderfull christmas ever, and its not because of the religion i was born into... it was because of the cause of every religion on Earth.... they are all based on love... love is the universal... and it fills me right now. and damn it.. it feels good... so thank you for reading, and thankyou for undrstanding

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