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Do you threaten me? 4:55 a.m. - 2002-01-15

well tonight a year of mostly unpleasant and hallowing events came to a head.

you see a year ago i had this short-lived relationship of sorts that wasnt momentious and hardly noteworthy to speak of.. when it ended it felt like a sharp prick upon my being, it stings at first but fast fading and forgotten..

I tried once or twice to maintain a half assed friendship, but was flooded snide and downright nasty remarks. so be it! water off my back right?

it should have been a "let's build a wall, between the houses and the highway. You can go your way and i can go my way." after that.

but it didnt end up being that way much to my regret. after several months of keeping to myself,one day out of the blue i got an appology and some friendly convorsation. now i realize the value of an apology can be golden in forgiving. so i did that, i forgave.

Before long an invatation was extended for a fun rendezvous, on a beach on the east coast. this probably should have been a red flag that shot up like a teachers pets hand waving feverishly for attention. I must have put these trepidations aside in lew of rebuilding something that didnt exist in the first place.

so we went, and we partied alot, i had a run in with the law, had some fun, but there was no spark, nothing to rekindle, no biggie. im not one to cling to nothing.

so we got back home and carried on, even had some relations wich i knew where probably knew at the time were against my best intrest, but continued out of the fact that it was still kinda fun. i'll admit to that, and the fact that i was overly nieve and stoopid.

then came the time when i had out lived my purpose and was tossed aside like a spent cigarette.

from that time on he often spoke of me me with a sharp tounge and a dim wit, and when it wasnt directly to my face it was to a close family member of mine.. now thats just calous and mean.

now this guy was also rude crude and cocky to a close and dear freind of myne, now this friend is not someone to fuck with, you dont want to get on his bad side to say the least, for he is plennty cocky in his own right, mixed with a wit sharper then a razor blade and the intelligence to pull it off vs. cocky mixed with a nasty attitude. so now that my ex is on both our bad sides, my friend wants to pull something off on him, just for irritations sake. so i retreave this exes AIM password, wich took all of ten minutes effort on my part. and my friend fucks around with it for all of two days, just long enough to really get under his skin, and even his own personal vendeta. all with out ever revealing himself. no real harm done.

after that there was nothing more done with his stuff. it was left well and good alone.

now his girlfriend and i who are rather nutral, were chatting the othernyte, and she started expressing thoughts of leaving him, for his lack of being there for her, and some other things i think made her feel belittled. after some probing twards her feelings i found she seemed unhappy about some things.. i decided it would be best to tell her some truths. i think her right to know far outweighed weather or not i was in the right to tell her.

i told her that he kissed me and tried to play me in the beginning of their relationship. i mentioned his past drug use, cocaine to be exact. wich i thought for sure she already knew about. she didnt. in fact i found out he mislead her about alot of things, he even told her he a was sterile, wich we both now doubt.

needless to say she ended things with him. I might not have ever opened my mouth had he not been so continuiosly nasty and condesending twards me, but face it he treats women like shit.

so today he starts harrasing me to no end, even going as far as threatening me, my family, and my friends, and threatening a gross misuse of authuritative power, even tho he does not posess any yet because he is only in police acadamy and not an actual officer of the law. thats it i cant take it anymore, im fed up. i gave the issue one hour to find resolve or i was calling the police, and i did.

you see the thing is, if your going to threaten someone, never ever put it in writing. ever.

so i lodged my complaint with my local law enforcement, they made a prompt visit to my home, and i gladly printed up what was said and handed it over to the officer, whom was very interested to learn that he was in the police acadamy.

i thanked the officer, who imeadiatly made a 2 am visit to the pricks house and im sure had a nice long chat with him. His police department was also notified, which i was assured they would take great intrest in this little confrontation.

I nailed him pretty good this time.

the moral of the story is dont use me, toss me aside, threaten, and abuse me unless you want to have some serious issues.

Bite me if you dare, but ill leave a bitter taste in your mouth that you won't soon forget.

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