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thoughtful boredom 11:43 p.m. - 2002-03-28

this is one of my many random drunken theories (trust me im chulk-full of 'em) there is no begining b/c it happened in convorsation and the thing that started the topic is irevelant to it and i was too lazy to find a segway between the two, but im bored so my diary gets some attention today...

..."but death is probably the ultimate reward for your existance, even if the wonderful peaceful tunnel of orgasmic light is only your brains desparate attempt to shield its-self from the pain of bodily death..

but then again, maybe its not.

maybe your concious goes on until its self perpetuating energy finally wears out and you just become a teeeny tiny infinatly small dispersal of energy with in the cosmos. maybe you wont get reincarnated as a consious being untill the universe ceases to expand collapses back in on itself untill everything that EVER was is condenced into a highly dense ball of matter and energy the size of a pinhead and the bigbang happens all over again, then maybe once again there is a habital oasis' within this now expanding mass, you will once again exist, but then again since everything was once again imploded and exploded the energy that was once you might go into the making of a star... and who knows maybe the energy of some far off distant star could then become a living breathing being somewhere out there .... because energy cannot be destroyed but only transformed, or so i understand it.

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